J. Matthews

Voices in a Circle: Part Eleven - The Circle Holds (Final Reflection)
Feb 3
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The room is quiet now, empty except for the therapist. She sits in her chair, notebook in her lap, her pen resting between her fingers. The chairs that had been filled just moments ago now stand empty, but the space feels anything but vacant. The air carries the weight of everything shared during the session—pain, anger, vulnerability, and something unexpected: connection.
She glances at her notes, flipping back through scribbled observations. Zoe, with her sharp humor and the storm of chaos she carries just under the surface. James, weighed down by a heaviness that feels unshakable. Elena, a force of nature wrapped in jagged edges, trying desperately not to let anyone in. Lila, quiet and watchful, burdened by memories she hasn’t yet learned to carry. Sam, whose silence speaks louder than his words, fighting a battle he’s only just begun to name.
Each of them had walked into the room carrying their own pain, their own stories. And today, for the first time, they began to let the circle hold some of it for them—not all of it, not yet, but enough to make a difference.
Outside, she hears faint laughter, sharp and sudden, and she glances toward the window. The group has lingered on the sidewalk, their conversation spilling out into the open air.
“I don’t care what you say, donuts are the superior therapy food,” Zoe declares, waving a hand as if to emphasize her point.
“Jesus Christ, you’re obsessed,” Elena mutters, but there’s no heat in her voice. She takes a bite of her donut anyway.
Lila smiles faintly, her fingers still twisting her bracelet but with less urgency. “I like donuts.”
“That’s because you’re smart,” Zoe says, grinning.
Sam stands slightly apart, his hands stuffed into his pockets, but his posture is more relaxed than usual. James nudges him lightly. “You okay?”
“Yeah,” Sam says after a moment. “I think I am.”
The therapist watches them for a moment longer, her lips curving into a small smile. They don’t need her out there; they’re doing exactly what they need to do. The circle doesn’t end inside these walls—it follows them, holding them together even as they move forward in their own ways.
Inside, she glances at the chairs one last time. They sit in a loose ring, still holding the energy of the stories shared today. Each of those chairs had been filled by someone who thought, at least for a moment, that they were alone in their struggles. And each one left knowing, even just a little, that they’re not.
The room feels lighter now. Not because the pain is gone—it never truly disappears—but because it’s been shared.
The therapist stands, gathering her notebook. The session is over, but the work continues. For them, for her, for all of it.
The circle held today. It will hold again next week.